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Okay, screw it. I'm going to be fat (at least for today, Idk).

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I keep thinking of all the ways that things could go wrong if I start this shit up again. Not all together sure I want to.


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I just upped my cal count to at least 900, if not over a 1000. Ugh.


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Only 430 calories today, which is good. Might change, but I really hope not.

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My friends and I have all made up, and Amanda and I even went to the library after school today :) Yay! Plus my civics teacher is the best, I tend to doodle on my paper, so when he hands our papers back he replies with more doodles, and writes funny notes in the margins. It's awesome lol.


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So Noah and I are dating and Amanda is jealous because of how often I'm with him. I feel so awful about it because she's one of my closest friends, but a couple days ago she went nuts because he was holding my hand. It's so frustrating, I don't know what to do.
I had a doctor's appointment yesterday, and it was... bleh.


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A kid at my school commited suicide. I didn't even know him, but I'm still so upset. It's weird. I can't stop thinking about suicide, like, doing it myself. I don't know, my hormones are kinda screwey right now, that's probably it. My copy of American Mary should be coming soon though, so yay :)


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I'm having paranoid half-delusions and my compulsive habits are going nuts. This is going to be a fucking greeeeaaaat night.


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So, I'm sorta in advanced/8th art this year. They couldn't actually get me in the right period because of scheduling issues, but I'm still doing the projects. It's going pretty well, but it's kind of hard because she has an entire class to teach the normal 1st year type art, and then she has me to teach the other stuff. So right now I'm having to work two projects at once because we can't always work one project during the period. I'm getting along even better with the teacher though.

Alright, part two. So I'm dating my friend Noah, but we're not very serious about it (and we weren't last year either). But then today, I was joking about needing a girlfriend and Amanda said that I already had one. So I'm just kind of like "Omg, is it you?" And she said "Well who else would it be?" So she said we'd talk about it later, and it's not like I don't want to date her, I'm just really confused? Like, I don't know, relationships are so weird.

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I'm back, sort of. So how is everyone?

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